Never open with a "dick" joke

"She met this man with a Cheshire grin
Whose heart was golden and his hands were thin
He was the most beautiful thing in her world

But she cried I don't love you"
- "Love Song" - Died Pretty

Today is a numb day. My head is clouded though only by vapour. There's no phalanx of hate and hurt shoving its way to the foreground; though, without the pain the words are more elusive, like a forest denizen sulking beneath the porch of his forest enclave...next to the dog, dying of heatstroke.

I don't know where this is going to go and I don't know how this is going to go. Maybe it'll be honest and maybe it'll protect the names of the innocent. Maybe I'll forget that I even have it and never write.

Anyway. This is the first entry; it's not meant to be a barometer of things to come. I don't even know what it means.

"...Is this your goal, your final needs,
Where dogs and vultures eat,
Committed still I turn to go. "
- A Means to an End - Joy Division